not agaaaaiiiiiiinnnnnnn~~~!
Feb. 10th, 2004 04:16 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
13thfallenangeli've got the beginnings of yet another sore throat......god help me....so i'm making myself feel better with a good dosage of strawberry flavoured black tea n yaoi fanfics....ehhehehehheeheehheehehehehheheh yummy bishies having bunny sex!!! whoo hoooo!!!!
neways.....on the 16th of feb...i'll be leaving for the national service....1 month i'll be sleeping in a tent(oh gods) n going through physical Hell(oh gods!) n another 2 months of sheer community service n morons trying to drill patriotism into our brains.....as if i'm not patriotic enough!! i made a mural on my bedroom wall based on the colours of the Malaysian flag as well as a patriotic poem!!!....yes...on my bedroom wall...oh u heard it right....i was mad with stress n frustration n on a patriotic kick then....yupyup
oh gods....i really dont want to go to NS...i've spent 18 years getting pushed around by my parental figures...i don't need 3 months more!!! i wanna go to Australia n into college NOW!!!!!!
8 o'clock monday nite n i'm waiting to finally talk to a girl a lil cooler than me........gaaahhhh.....i'm so frustrated!!! i am so not physically fit!! never have been!!! not even when i was a kid! i'd run around the school field 2 times n i'd start coughing n choking n get outta breath! my 'mother' is so damn paranoid n neurotic....n she thinks i'm retarded or something....locks me up in the house when i was a kid so i've pretty much never played outside except when she actually allows it....which is about 20 times in a year or so....that's why i like school evevn though its Hell sometimes....i'm free from my parental figures there...i can act like i please without the worry that they might actually cut off me off financially......*bangs head* i think i'll die now or something....
neways.....on the 16th of feb...i'll be leaving for the national service....1 month i'll be sleeping in a tent(oh gods) n going through physical Hell(oh gods!) n another 2 months of sheer community service n morons trying to drill patriotism into our brains.....as if i'm not patriotic enough!! i made a mural on my bedroom wall based on the colours of the Malaysian flag as well as a patriotic poem!!!....yes...on my bedroom wall...oh u heard it right....i was mad with stress n frustration n on a patriotic kick then....yupyup
oh gods....i really dont want to go to NS...i've spent 18 years getting pushed around by my parental figures...i don't need 3 months more!!! i wanna go to Australia n into college NOW!!!!!!
8 o'clock monday nite n i'm waiting to finally talk to a girl a lil cooler than me........gaaahhhh.....i'm so frustrated!!! i am so not physically fit!! never have been!!! not even when i was a kid! i'd run around the school field 2 times n i'd start coughing n choking n get outta breath! my 'mother' is so damn paranoid n neurotic....n she thinks i'm retarded or something....locks me up in the house when i was a kid so i've pretty much never played outside except when she actually allows it....which is about 20 times in a year or so....that's why i like school evevn though its Hell sometimes....i'm free from my parental figures there...i can act like i please without the worry that they might actually cut off me off financially......*bangs head* i think i'll die now or something....
