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life is never what you would have expected
twists and turns and ups and downs

i hate my life
i'm just a spectator

i can't find any real good in my life
it's empty, meaningless
blank and hollow
echoing away

let me die in my sleep
i cannot kill myself
my luck isn't all that bad

i wonder
if i have any abilities
that make me stand out from the crowd
so tired of being a cut out
molded by society
brainwashed by their beliefs

feel so numb
so blank
this white cloth is ruined
twisted and stained