back home

i got to eat several of my fav foods, n one of my fav drinks now that i'm back in malaysia.

i am also craving for a cigarette. pity i left what's left of my menthols back in perth. urgh!


i wonder what it's like to be drunk. i get mellowed out by alcohol. after a while, i get depressed. the point after, i start thinking suicidal thoughts. still, doesn't stop me from wondering.


i wonder what a kiss feels like. what's the deal with french kissing anyways?