........

oh fuck it.


my essay is due in an hour and 45 minutes and I am so fucking depressed. shit. I read an angsty fic and I start crying(wtf?!). Along comes another angsty fic and I start crying. Not boo hoo gigantic sobs, but there's tears going on. (ooh, the embarrassment)


this is stupid. I'm failing CIT 111 because the essays are so overdue, I've pretty much failed them anyways. hallelujah people, cause this is probably the first time in history that I failed in something that wasn't Additional Maths.


despite the fact that I had 3 meals and a snack, I still ended up with windcolic......might have something to do with the coffee I made on an empty stomach....shit......so right now, I'm feeling damn fucking low, and I'm doing my best not to barf my cereal all over my laptop. shit.


I've got.....bad.....thoughts running through my head right now. Some are telling me to die, some are shouting at me to get off my arse or we'll be in a lot of trouble.....some are just bashing their metaphoric heads against something hard and unmovable.

shit. damn. dammit. goddammit. shimatta. kuso. chikuso. celaka. pukimak. chiunyaseng. tamade. sialan betul. scheibe. fichen. kenapalah saya ni?

quote of the day!!!

I apologised for Desiree once. I took Clark's hand in mine, made sure I had his full attention, and told him that I must have been insane to imagine that Desiree could be the one, when he already was.

I thanked him for saving me. I meant from more than my homicidal ex.

He looked deeply into my eyes. Then he very slowly and carefully rolled up the newspaper he had been reading and hit me with it.

I have never felt more loved. 


*snorts*  lol!


Taken from A Life Worth Living by Marag.

SLUMBER DAMMIT!!!

I need to get my hands on the lyrics to Slumber dammit!


I can't even remember the group who did the song, Butterfingers? Innuendo?

another quote

Lex gave Chloe a horrified look. "My god, imagine if all his people could do that. If there were others here, we'd be doomed."

"World domination through a trembling lip, it would be a horrifying sight," she agreed, watching Clark with wide eyes. "And they'd be too cute to kill, so we'd just have to be happy in our servitude."

Clark smirked before swallowing the rest of his brownie. "Keep going, this is sounding better and better all the time." 




Taken from Truth or Dare by Orithain and Rina