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[13thfallenangel]

my parental figures r driving me mad, i'm having my bloody(litterally) period, i'm in the midst of depression again, i'm restless, i just had my last chickenpox vaccination jab, i haven't eaten properly in weeks, my LDL cholesterol is high, my cholesterol level is high, my uric acid is high, i have the desire to break something or at least watch it explode or implode, i want out, i want to go to australia now, i want to be far far far far away from my parental figures (is it just me or r they getting uglier everyday? maybe it's the old age thing)........god, just kill me now or somthing.....i'm also bored out of my skull, my paternal figure wants my tail gone n my hair de blonde, i want to watch naruto, i want to have a real friend who doesnt make cheapskate promises and turn their back on u so easily, i am on a hpxyyh fanfic kick, my own naruto fanfic is still halfway thru chapter 1, i just wanna be left to my own devices, will ppl stop telling me wat to do, i'm having trouble breathing again, the air seems too damn heavy, my face is itching again (evil polluted KK air!), n i want to go thru muay thai bcoz i need the physical pain.....feeling too damn numb....ugh...need sugar...lots of sugar.....n we're out of coffee.....urgh!!!