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13thfallenangeli'm torn....i'm having a dillemma.....
on one hand, i wish to go back home to Malaysia, where I can entertain myself and find good food 24/7....
on the other hand, i actually found someone here who can actually understand what i'm saying for once....she's probably more insane and random than i am......and she understands when i starting rambling.....unlike my friends back home....i get weird looks or they roll their eyes because they just go 'oh dear, there goes cheryl again...i can't understand crap what she's saying!' and they don't even care anymore, they just nod the heads or tell me to stop....quite rudely....
and another thing, my parents are in Malaysia!!! i won't get any sleep and i have to abide by their rules still....well, it's their house so i can understand really....but a midnight curfew?! urgh! not to mention the constant nagging i get.....now that i'm studying overseas, my mother starts cooing over me before nagging the shit out of my ears... O.o;;;;; very freakish n UNdesirable.....ick......
i really really would like to be able to eat all my comfort foods again, like roti bom, roti canai, PROPER chicken satays(aussies DO NOT!!!! know how to make a good satay that won't make your jaw hurt), ais kacang, cendol, rendang, chicken curry, bak kut teh, tose, little italy's pizza*drools*, my mother's chicken soup, kak nong's soto ayam, mee soup, and soooooooooo much more......including the extra large glasses of watermelon juice that just rehydrates you(and make u run for the toilet later) and coconut water!!!! oh, and a large variety of fruits....i miss the mangos from the 5 trees in my backyard....such a familiar sight....as compared to the scrawny lemon tree in my perth backyard.....
*sighs* i don't know if i can really stand my parents for so long, not since i've found some semblance of peace here in perth......oh, and perth just dies at night...which irks me to no end......
on one hand, i wish to go back home to Malaysia, where I can entertain myself and find good food 24/7....
on the other hand, i actually found someone here who can actually understand what i'm saying for once....she's probably more insane and random than i am......and she understands when i starting rambling.....unlike my friends back home....i get weird looks or they roll their eyes because they just go 'oh dear, there goes cheryl again...i can't understand crap what she's saying!' and they don't even care anymore, they just nod the heads or tell me to stop....quite rudely....
and another thing, my parents are in Malaysia!!! i won't get any sleep and i have to abide by their rules still....well, it's their house so i can understand really....but a midnight curfew?! urgh! not to mention the constant nagging i get.....now that i'm studying overseas, my mother starts cooing over me before nagging the shit out of my ears... O.o;;;;; very freakish n UNdesirable.....ick......
i really really would like to be able to eat all my comfort foods again, like roti bom, roti canai, PROPER chicken satays(aussies DO NOT!!!! know how to make a good satay that won't make your jaw hurt), ais kacang, cendol, rendang, chicken curry, bak kut teh, tose, little italy's pizza*drools*, my mother's chicken soup, kak nong's soto ayam, mee soup, and soooooooooo much more......including the extra large glasses of watermelon juice that just rehydrates you(and make u run for the toilet later) and coconut water!!!! oh, and a large variety of fruits....i miss the mangos from the 5 trees in my backyard....such a familiar sight....as compared to the scrawny lemon tree in my perth backyard.....
*sighs* i don't know if i can really stand my parents for so long, not since i've found some semblance of peace here in perth......oh, and perth just dies at night...which irks me to no end......
