empathy sucks
Nov. 30th, 2005 12:34 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
13thfallenangelurgh. this is stupid. i'm depressed and this stupid thing won't let me update.
i musta picked up someone's negative waves.
i just want to rip something apart.
god fucking ass damn it all.
stupid fucking depression that only comes once a month or whenever i'm too close to someone who is depressed. there is no way i'm going to the psyc doctor anyways. there's a HUGE stigma here and for my own sake, i won't . i hate pills anyways. stupid crappy things that my parental figures had to force down my throat while being restrained.
GAAAAHH!!!
i just want to talk to someone. i haven't chattered in WEEKS!!!! i want to chatter to someone who won't mind me chattering until i'm all dried up and there's nothing but quiet, peaceful, comfortable air between us.
fuck this.
i musta picked up someone's negative waves.
i just want to rip something apart.
god fucking ass damn it all.
stupid fucking depression that only comes once a month or whenever i'm too close to someone who is depressed. there is no way i'm going to the psyc doctor anyways. there's a HUGE stigma here and for my own sake, i won't . i hate pills anyways. stupid crappy things that my parental figures had to force down my throat while being restrained.
GAAAAHH!!!
i just want to talk to someone. i haven't chattered in WEEKS!!!! i want to chatter to someone who won't mind me chattering until i'm all dried up and there's nothing but quiet, peaceful, comfortable air between us.
fuck this.
