water sliding off a duck's back
Jan. 23rd, 2006 01:04 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
13thfallenangeltrying my best to keep that in mind after some seriously painful strenuous 3 hours trying to figure what type, and which CGPA and why doesn't any of the websites put up a more simple and understandable version of the formulae? and why are there so many?!
but anyways, i finally got around to watching my Serenity DVD (yes, I know I've seen the movie in the cinema) and the little things are just made funny....Joss Whedon ROCKS!
one of my fav scenes is the ending part where Simon n ...the mechanic girl(sorry) started snogging and ended up having sex and River's face is peering out from an overhead compartment, in shock and fascination. lol!
quoted from leatherboy's LJ "Superman does not intentionally roll around in kryptonite."
now, leatherboy does not know who the Hell I am, nor do I think he ever will....however, something lead me to his LJ and I find his journey fascinating, painful, heartbreaking and fun all at the same time. this is someone I salute for still having a dream.
I have my dreams, but they are all dead.
I am now on a spiritual journey of my own, flitting through Life and feeling hesitant, yet awed and curious by everything around me.
Grace just told me yesterday that I at least knew my identity (she was going thru a minor identity crisis) when I told her I'm a realist pessimist..something something..=.=;;;;
the thing is, I have an identity crisis every week. Is this really Cheryl? Is this what I should do? what should I being doing? am I supposed to dress like this and look like this and act like this?
it takes me a while, but I try my best to evaluate what I think is best and works the best and go with it....I've had numerous goof ups, but I do my best to learn.....sometimes I might not get it, but I will sooner or later...
I may be great at tossing about scientific theories and coming up with reasons but my ability to go through Life is at best retarded. what I do is act out a part that has been tried and tested over the years.
I also do some subtle manipulations but nothing I would deem as malicious.....just getting people off my back before I explode or making them have the courage to DO something.....or just forced into it.
in any case, all this introspectiveness is affecting my ability to design a tattoo for myself....I've got less than 2 weeks left....I might have to postpone my tattoo ceremony to later in the year...
but anyways, i finally got around to watching my Serenity DVD (yes, I know I've seen the movie in the cinema) and the little things are just made funny....Joss Whedon ROCKS!
one of my fav scenes is the ending part where Simon n ...the mechanic girl(sorry) started snogging and ended up having sex and River's face is peering out from an overhead compartment, in shock and fascination. lol!
quoted from leatherboy's LJ "Superman does not intentionally roll around in kryptonite."
now, leatherboy does not know who the Hell I am, nor do I think he ever will....however, something lead me to his LJ and I find his journey fascinating, painful, heartbreaking and fun all at the same time. this is someone I salute for still having a dream.
I have my dreams, but they are all dead.
I am now on a spiritual journey of my own, flitting through Life and feeling hesitant, yet awed and curious by everything around me.
Grace just told me yesterday that I at least knew my identity (she was going thru a minor identity crisis) when I told her I'm a realist pessimist..something something..=.=;;;;
the thing is, I have an identity crisis every week. Is this really Cheryl? Is this what I should do? what should I being doing? am I supposed to dress like this and look like this and act like this?
it takes me a while, but I try my best to evaluate what I think is best and works the best and go with it....I've had numerous goof ups, but I do my best to learn.....sometimes I might not get it, but I will sooner or later...
I may be great at tossing about scientific theories and coming up with reasons but my ability to go through Life is at best retarded. what I do is act out a part that has been tried and tested over the years.
I also do some subtle manipulations but nothing I would deem as malicious.....just getting people off my back before I explode or making them have the courage to DO something.....or just forced into it.
in any case, all this introspectiveness is affecting my ability to design a tattoo for myself....I've got less than 2 weeks left....I might have to postpone my tattoo ceremony to later in the year...
