thunderstorm wishes
May. 29th, 2006 04:03 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
13thfallenangelI want to take off my glasses, walk outside in the middle of a thunderstorm and just turn my face upwards towards the Heavens.
Let myself drown on dry land with the Heavens pissing all over me.
I'm becoming an emo bitch again but right now, I don't care.
I just want to becoming as cold as the winter rain, as cold as how I feel inside what with that block of ice still existing from my childhood days.
I want to stop feeling for a few seconds and just be there, all by myself, the idiot out in the freezing winter looking like she's seen God in the sky. I don't see a God but I see everything else in the Heavens and around me.
It drives me insane. It puts me on overload. I see things that I shouldn't and I see things that I don't.
I'm still waiting for that thunderstorm.
Let myself drown on dry land with the Heavens pissing all over me.
I'm becoming an emo bitch again but right now, I don't care.
I just want to becoming as cold as the winter rain, as cold as how I feel inside what with that block of ice still existing from my childhood days.
I want to stop feeling for a few seconds and just be there, all by myself, the idiot out in the freezing winter looking like she's seen God in the sky. I don't see a God but I see everything else in the Heavens and around me.
It drives me insane. It puts me on overload. I see things that I shouldn't and I see things that I don't.
I'm still waiting for that thunderstorm.
