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13thfallenangelI think I'm really good and depressed now. I refused to move anywhere too far from my bedroom. I feel apathetic. If I'm not feeling apathetic, I'm sad. If I see some interesting trivia, I still squeal and go 'oooh' but I go blank again within a few seconds whereas usually I'd still be squealing about it half an hour later.
I didn't eat much either. I ate something, but it wasn't much. At least it was healthier than what I usually eat. :p
But I'm just stressed now. If I'm not apathetic, I'm about to hyperventilate.
It sucks. I just want to start over. YES! I'M QUITTING! SHADDAP! SHADDAP STUPID CONSCIENCE IN MY HEAD!
Wish I could join the Royal Police Force Malaysia but guess what, I'm half blind and my knees cannot handle a 2.4km run.
I'm fed up. I need a purpose. I can't think of one. I can't feel a damn thing. Stick me in the middle of a high speed police chase and I'm likely to fall asleep out of sheer apathetic boredoom.
I need to start taking responsibilities but I don't know how to.
I didn't eat much either. I ate something, but it wasn't much. At least it was healthier than what I usually eat. :p
But I'm just stressed now. If I'm not apathetic, I'm about to hyperventilate.
It sucks. I just want to start over. YES! I'M QUITTING! SHADDAP! SHADDAP STUPID CONSCIENCE IN MY HEAD!
Wish I could join the Royal Police Force Malaysia but guess what, I'm half blind and my knees cannot handle a 2.4km run.
I'm fed up. I need a purpose. I can't think of one. I can't feel a damn thing. Stick me in the middle of a high speed police chase and I'm likely to fall asleep out of sheer apathetic boredoom.
I need to start taking responsibilities but I don't know how to.
