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Bad Bad Bad Insomnia
Nov. 17th, 2006 12:57 pmI'm wired. Really wired. For no reason. And my hormones is rebelling. And so is my gut. Happy nausea.
I haven't slept in....oooh, say....22 hours at least. I've tried going to bed and closing my eyes, but they won't stay closed they open and stare and my mind whirls around in dervishlike circles without the benefits of a Dervish dance.
There's so many things I'm supposed to do right now to prepare for the 19th of December.....gods, but I'm so tired.
Housemate told me and I checked OASIS just now. A CIC student committed suicide. From the way it was worded, it happened on campus. My alumni. Damn. To think I was that close before I managed to pull my sorry arse out of that state.
I'm so exhausted. I'm not sure which direction my life should take now. I can't think anymore, all my thoughts are hummingbirds and they won't stay still. Flit, flit, flit.
I haven't slept in....oooh, say....22 hours at least. I've tried going to bed and closing my eyes, but they won't stay closed they open and stare and my mind whirls around in dervishlike circles without the benefits of a Dervish dance.
There's so many things I'm supposed to do right now to prepare for the 19th of December.....gods, but I'm so tired.
Housemate told me and I checked OASIS just now. A CIC student committed suicide. From the way it was worded, it happened on campus. My alumni. Damn. To think I was that close before I managed to pull my sorry arse out of that state.
I'm so exhausted. I'm not sure which direction my life should take now. I can't think anymore, all my thoughts are hummingbirds and they won't stay still. Flit, flit, flit.
