human company
Aug. 22nd, 2005 02:54 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
13thfallenangel*sighs*
i miss the days when my hair was waist long and the attraction for my classmates or schoolmates to come play with.....i miss those times, the grooming(i can't say much for my easily tangled hair..ow), then the braiding or whatever things Grace's itchy hands can think of....
i miss human contact plain and simple. i still get my hugs from reyhan, but i still miss my friends, and my hair, pain in the ass and scalp that it was.....
i miss hanging onto Dayang's arm and she the same to me....some people might think that we're lesbians but we're not...we're best friends and her religion wouldn't allow it anyways....she's not into homosexuality or bisexuality either...she can't really wrap her mind around the concept....
at times,i wonder what it's like to sleep next to somebody....oh, i've shared a tent with 9 other girls, a room with 3 other girls and slept in my cousin's bed, but....it's more like, i want to know what it's like to sleep next to someone that i can trust...i missed out on jess' sleepover because of my blood test....in fact, i've never had a sleepover in my life!!! how sad is that?
yeah, yeah, yeah, i'm being all emoshit crap here but i gotta vent or i'll explode....i nearly did last week, but heavens if i can remember over what....the littlest things annoy me more nowadays...i still remember to breathe steady...gah!!!
i miss the days when my hair was waist long and the attraction for my classmates or schoolmates to come play with.....i miss those times, the grooming(i can't say much for my easily tangled hair..ow), then the braiding or whatever things Grace's itchy hands can think of....
i miss human contact plain and simple. i still get my hugs from reyhan, but i still miss my friends, and my hair, pain in the ass and scalp that it was.....
i miss hanging onto Dayang's arm and she the same to me....some people might think that we're lesbians but we're not...we're best friends and her religion wouldn't allow it anyways....she's not into homosexuality or bisexuality either...she can't really wrap her mind around the concept....
at times,i wonder what it's like to sleep next to somebody....oh, i've shared a tent with 9 other girls, a room with 3 other girls and slept in my cousin's bed, but....it's more like, i want to know what it's like to sleep next to someone that i can trust...i missed out on jess' sleepover because of my blood test....in fact, i've never had a sleepover in my life!!! how sad is that?
yeah, yeah, yeah, i'm being all emoshit crap here but i gotta vent or i'll explode....i nearly did last week, but heavens if i can remember over what....the littlest things annoy me more nowadays...i still remember to breathe steady...gah!!!
