all i want for my birthday is...
Sep. 7th, 2005 02:20 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
13thfallenangela rune set with pouch.....maybe a wooden one....or semi precious stones set...
this is what happens when i go insane and on an overload...
eyes rolling about in my head....seeing everything and nothing...
the shadows darting in and out of the corners of my eyes where ever i go, the little niggling gut feeling, the alarm screaming and blaring in my head, absorbing every single emotion written and spoken...
all of this has been happening ever since i can remember.
i can sense faint shadows, have constant deja vu moments, empathise to ridiculous amounts when reading or hearing words(which makes it awful to read through a rape or torture story), i can do a little precognition, i knew my grandfather came to visit my house a week after we buried him(he visited everyone and freaked the shit out my 2 cousins who are brothers....i laughed soundly at them for being cowards to go to the loo at night), certain people just rubs me wrong(unfortunately it doesn't work for everyone) with an alarm blaring in my head whenever i see these people, and i can almost instinctively understand what people are trying to say...and not saying....i've even been blinded temporarily by accident when i was bored, watching a tv show interviewing a powerful medium by the name of allison dubois who had a tv series made about her abilities...
yes, i'm a freak as joel used to refer to me as....and i will live with it all my life......just don't be surprised if i suddenly stop walking to stare at an empty space......
i can't believe i posted this on the friendster blog for all my friends to see....
this is what happens when i go insane and on an overload...
eyes rolling about in my head....seeing everything and nothing...
the shadows darting in and out of the corners of my eyes where ever i go, the little niggling gut feeling, the alarm screaming and blaring in my head, absorbing every single emotion written and spoken...
all of this has been happening ever since i can remember.
i can sense faint shadows, have constant deja vu moments, empathise to ridiculous amounts when reading or hearing words(which makes it awful to read through a rape or torture story), i can do a little precognition, i knew my grandfather came to visit my house a week after we buried him(he visited everyone and freaked the shit out my 2 cousins who are brothers....i laughed soundly at them for being cowards to go to the loo at night), certain people just rubs me wrong(unfortunately it doesn't work for everyone) with an alarm blaring in my head whenever i see these people, and i can almost instinctively understand what people are trying to say...and not saying....i've even been blinded temporarily by accident when i was bored, watching a tv show interviewing a powerful medium by the name of allison dubois who had a tv series made about her abilities...
yes, i'm a freak as joel used to refer to me as....and i will live with it all my life......just don't be surprised if i suddenly stop walking to stare at an empty space......
i can't believe i posted this on the friendster blog for all my friends to see....
