Death looking good
Sep. 20th, 2005 07:59 amoh yes it does....i am tired, no weary...spiritually at least...
i have a report assignment due in 50 minutes and i havent done it...i am so tired...i just dont see the point anymore...i just woke up from a 10 hour sleep, i missed dinner and i wish for everything to just up and die....or me at least...my throat is happily waging war again and i'd like nothing more than just to lie in bed and let myself drift away...far far away...i havent been able to astral projection in a very long time, i miss doing it...
just...so weary...so tired...aye, but i know how an immortal seeking Death feels...i feel like i've been on Earth for too long, it's polluting me, staining my soul...i can barely think and i dont feel like going to my class, but i do have a grammar test and i have to inform the lecturer that i will be handing in my report late...urgh...and i need a shower...
even the feel of water no longer soothes me...i feel like it has been tainted...i wish someone could give me a good slap on the back to at least get rid of any bad spirits lingering around me....
i have a report assignment due in 50 minutes and i havent done it...i am so tired...i just dont see the point anymore...i just woke up from a 10 hour sleep, i missed dinner and i wish for everything to just up and die....or me at least...my throat is happily waging war again and i'd like nothing more than just to lie in bed and let myself drift away...far far away...i havent been able to astral projection in a very long time, i miss doing it...
just...so weary...so tired...aye, but i know how an immortal seeking Death feels...i feel like i've been on Earth for too long, it's polluting me, staining my soul...i can barely think and i dont feel like going to my class, but i do have a grammar test and i have to inform the lecturer that i will be handing in my report late...urgh...and i need a shower...
even the feel of water no longer soothes me...i feel like it has been tainted...i wish someone could give me a good slap on the back to at least get rid of any bad spirits lingering around me....