13thfallenangel | blah blahs, and insane seemingly drunken girls prowling the streets

last night, farah picked me up n a friend of hers, stephanie for a night out......had chicken treat for dinner then off to find the pool hall......played a bit n went back home....before that, we wandered the streets near my rented house to find a friend of theirs, esther.....we sounded like 3 drunken girls, which was odd seeing as we didn't have a single drop of alcohol in our system.....i nearly lost my voice, laughing our arses off every few minutes.....

at the moment, i'm wondering how is it like to have a lover who really cares about me.....carressing and stroking my body.....sensuous massages and touch....strong, long fingers, running through my hair, lightly stroking my scalp....gently tracing my full lips.....worshipping my imperfect body....letting me know the human touch........soothing away my anxieties.....to feel the length of a big, strong, powerful body against my own......protecting when necessary, supporting when needed.....

gods, i need to lose my virginity man............=.=;;;;