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Sep. 7th, 2006
Murphy's Law Day #????
Sep. 7th, 2006 02:16 amIt's been a shit day.....or maybe week....I feel very badly off kilter....turns out, it's Week 6 and I was supposed to give a presentation this morning.....'cept that I thought it was still Week 5
.......ohmyfuckinggodssomeonejustKILLmeNOWandsparemeshitbecauseIsincerelyamacoward......
And of course, the real estate agents sent me a letter telling me that I'm 2 months off my rent....had to send them an email with copies of my receipt that yes, I DID pay you and didn't you receive it? If so, where did my $720 fucking dollars GO?!
I hate having a Murphy's Law Day.....it's not as bad as some of the days that I've had....but I just feel like dogshit......
Once upon a time, I had many dreams....unfortunately, it made me a Jack-Of-All-Trades and professional at none....unless you count my baking, 'cos I'm fairly good at it for someone who is mostly self taught.....whenever my 'mother' is feeling generous enough to be throwing out advices on baking or nagging the shit out of me whenever I try to bake and she literally grabs the spatula away from because I'm apparently not making cheesecake right.....thanks for the hands on lesson where you just simply grab the utensils away from me and ignore me immediately.....not much to do standing uselessly in the middle of a cramped kitchen other than walking off and doing something that doesn't make you feel terrible...or slighted.....
*sighs*
Maybe I should have gone on a culinary direction....I enjoy making things as is, I mean, I have above average intelligence, but apparently so does 50% of the bloody population. I like working with my hands. Creating something.
Was leafing through a palmistry book in Borders on Tuesday. Discovered that yes, I AM a Jack - or in this case - Jane-of-All-Trades. Also, I have the Cross of Intuition, my Line of Fate is too complicated for me to puzzle out, oh, and yes, I also happen to have the almost invisible scores that is the HEALING STIGMATA!!!!! Well, fuck yeah, is that why I applied to be a cop? I enjoy helping people, but mostly for the happy happy empathy that fucking tortures me half the time. I'm selfish......I'm human.....and marked to be a 'healer' or sorts....not necessarily healer healer, but a Good Samaritan as well.....
I'd like to die now or something. Life is a bloody torture and Bitch Fate enjoys toying with me. Is it any wonder optimists die earlier? They drive Lady Fate nuts that She gets fed up with them.
.......
And of course, the real estate agents sent me a letter telling me that I'm 2 months off my rent....had to send them an email with copies of my receipt that yes, I DID pay you and didn't you receive it? If so, where did my $720 fucking dollars GO?!
I hate having a Murphy's Law Day.....it's not as bad as some of the days that I've had....but I just feel like dogshit......
Once upon a time, I had many dreams....unfortunately, it made me a Jack-Of-All-Trades and professional at none....unless you count my baking, 'cos I'm fairly good at it for someone who is mostly self taught.....whenever my 'mother' is feeling generous enough to be throwing out advices on baking or nagging the shit out of me whenever I try to bake and she literally grabs the spatula away from because I'm apparently not making cheesecake right.....thanks for the hands on lesson where you just simply grab the utensils away from me and ignore me immediately.....not much to do standing uselessly in the middle of a cramped kitchen other than walking off and doing something that doesn't make you feel terrible...or slighted.....
*sighs*
Maybe I should have gone on a culinary direction....I enjoy making things as is, I mean, I have above average intelligence, but apparently so does 50% of the bloody population. I like working with my hands. Creating something.
Was leafing through a palmistry book in Borders on Tuesday. Discovered that yes, I AM a Jack - or in this case - Jane-of-All-Trades. Also, I have the Cross of Intuition, my Line of Fate is too complicated for me to puzzle out, oh, and yes, I also happen to have the almost invisible scores that is the HEALING STIGMATA!!!!! Well, fuck yeah, is that why I applied to be a cop? I enjoy helping people, but mostly for the happy happy empathy that fucking tortures me half the time. I'm selfish......I'm human.....and marked to be a 'healer' or sorts....not necessarily healer healer, but a Good Samaritan as well.....
I'd like to die now or something. Life is a bloody torture and Bitch Fate enjoys toying with me. Is it any wonder optimists die earlier? They drive Lady Fate nuts that She gets fed up with them.
I've pretty much fallen in love with the Firefly series now....damn you FOX!!!!
I suppose it's because it's rather romanticised despite the hardships and troubles and chaos they go through. Then again, it' space ya know....I want to be there...to explore....to see other planets...gun battles....crazy adventures that'll probably drive me nuts if the cabin fever doesn't get there first.....I want to be someone's crew, their ragtag version of a family.....besides, it gives me an excuse to use a weapon ya know?
Although I did snicker incessantly over the whole Chinese swear word usage thing.....heee....
p/s: Nathan Fillion has a yummy butt....I wanna chew on it....maybe nibble....it just looks like it was meant to be grabbed and groped ya know?
I suppose it's because it's rather romanticised despite the hardships and troubles and chaos they go through. Then again, it' space ya know....I want to be there...to explore....to see other planets...gun battles....crazy adventures that'll probably drive me nuts if the cabin fever doesn't get there first.....I want to be someone's crew, their ragtag version of a family.....besides, it gives me an excuse to use a weapon ya know?
Although I did snicker incessantly over the whole Chinese swear word usage thing.....heee....
p/s: Nathan Fillion has a yummy butt....I wanna chew on it....maybe nibble....it just looks like it was meant to be grabbed and groped ya know?